Insomnia

Most nights, I'm up until 3. Sometimes I miss my window of sleep opportunity, such as tonight, when I was tired around 11:30, but read until 1:00ish...and now here I am at 5:00ish.

Often I worry. Or stress. About something I'm obligated to do, and then I worry about not having enough time, or clarity of mind to do what I feel I must do: write, and work out, usually. These two things don't feel optional, especially not the first.

Or worry about whether my neighbors will wake me up in the morning.

I see my type of personality in others: it ain't perty. I don't want to be a stress-head case. It just consumes me, gives me no choice.

One good thing: I don't ever have to get up before noon these days. No work but my writing. My internship begins at 2:00pm. At the moment, this saves me, and many days, you'll catch me sleeping until noon.

Wow this is a boring post. All I'm capable of at the moment.

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